Draw My Life
So I have seen so many other people do this, so I thought why not do it too! This is pretty different to my normal posts but I thought I would share this with you. Sorry I am horrendous at drawing and please don't feel sorry for me I am not looking for that!
So here goes:
I was born on the 23rd of August in Gloucester Royal hospital!
I spent my early childhood happy and carefree , living with my mum and dad! I went to a small primary school, that only had 105 pupils in. I loved this school and still have lots of lovely memories from when I went there!
It all started going down hill when I was 10 years old! My grandma had a bad car accident which left her in hospital for a long time. I also realised I was going to be moving to a new big school on my own, as all my friends were moving to another school! This is when I started seeing the first signs of my anxiety.
When I was 12 years old I started to get bullied pretty badly, by people who previously had been my best friends. This was when my anxiety got so much worse and I developed the early signs of depression!
At 14 years old it had all got to much and I decided I would move schools! This move had increase the negativity I was feeling but I was glad I was away from the horrible people at my previous school!
This year was a year of ups and downs, but I eventually started to feel better about myself! As the year went on my anxiety had started improving.
I try and forget about this year, as it was a very rough time for me. I had a very bad breakup and everything started to get bad. My anxiety got so bad and I started suffering from panic attacks and depression! During this time I had developed a obsession with self harm and I still have scars all over from it!
After I had finished my GCSE's I decided I would move schools again to do my A levels. At first I loved my new school and then one of my teachers started picking on me and embarrassing me in front of everyone! This made my anxiety so much worse and I started to feel like I couldn't go to school because I didn't want to see this teacher! My parents decided to move me back to my previous school after Christmas. This was probably the best move I had ever made! My friends became very supportive and I started getting professional help with my anxiety and depression. It is getting better very slowly but I am defiantly feeling happier about life!
The next chapter.
I currently have one year left of school and I actually find that pretty scary! Am I ready to face the adult world? Maybe, maybe not. I still have no clue what I want to do when I leave school but I have a while before I have to decide! I can really see the future ahead of me getting better than now!
Thankyou x
So here goes:
I was born on the 23rd of August in Gloucester Royal hospital!
I spent my early childhood happy and carefree , living with my mum and dad! I went to a small primary school, that only had 105 pupils in. I loved this school and still have lots of lovely memories from when I went there!
It all started going down hill when I was 10 years old! My grandma had a bad car accident which left her in hospital for a long time. I also realised I was going to be moving to a new big school on my own, as all my friends were moving to another school! This is when I started seeing the first signs of my anxiety.
When I was 12 years old I started to get bullied pretty badly, by people who previously had been my best friends. This was when my anxiety got so much worse and I developed the early signs of depression!
At 14 years old it had all got to much and I decided I would move schools! This move had increase the negativity I was feeling but I was glad I was away from the horrible people at my previous school!
This year was a year of ups and downs, but I eventually started to feel better about myself! As the year went on my anxiety had started improving.
I try and forget about this year, as it was a very rough time for me. I had a very bad breakup and everything started to get bad. My anxiety got so bad and I started suffering from panic attacks and depression! During this time I had developed a obsession with self harm and I still have scars all over from it!
After I had finished my GCSE's I decided I would move schools again to do my A levels. At first I loved my new school and then one of my teachers started picking on me and embarrassing me in front of everyone! This made my anxiety so much worse and I started to feel like I couldn't go to school because I didn't want to see this teacher! My parents decided to move me back to my previous school after Christmas. This was probably the best move I had ever made! My friends became very supportive and I started getting professional help with my anxiety and depression. It is getting better very slowly but I am defiantly feeling happier about life!
The next chapter.
I currently have one year left of school and I actually find that pretty scary! Am I ready to face the adult world? Maybe, maybe not. I still have no clue what I want to do when I leave school but I have a while before I have to decide! I can really see the future ahead of me getting better than now!
Thankyou x
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